Seeing the doctor really was not a fun experience for me for a number of reasons. But now that the first step into that uncomfortable territory has been taken, maybe something good will come of it. Not that I really understand what the results of the appointment were. I ended up with 5 referrals for other doctors. Which seems like a lot I suppose.
But then, if it's what it takes to get everything straightened out... maybe it will be ok.
I don't have anything confirmed just yet. Except for that I either have anxiety issues or panic attacks. I have to see someone else to find out which it actually is. The fact that my actual reactions to stressing factors are the same as allergic reactions doesn't help. Until I see a few more of the doctors I won't know for sure.
In any case, that's basically how that went. Then for 2 weeks I tried the day shift at work. I don't know if it is really going to be my type of thing ever. But I tried it, and that is ok. All you have to do is give something a chance.
There's a number of other chaotic things happening in my life currently as well. But for now it's going to have to stay unknown. I'm not really comfortable or free to discuss it.
All shall be as it shall be, so there is no reason to be upset about things I cannot change.
I did manage to finish a new jewelry piece though. So I'm quite happy about that. I tried some new things on it, and it didn't turn out half bad. I used quartz, glass, metal, feathers, threads, and nylon cording. It took me a number of days to be able to complete. But I do believe that it was worth how long it took me to be able to find the right stones. The stone chips gave me a bit of trouble. It was a bit difficult to locate clear quartz, I ended up with yellowed chips the first time and they simply wouldn't do.
In any case that's about the only thing that I have to discuss that's positive currently. I am still meaning to get back into a normal order. But there's no rush currently. I don't think anyone has noticed or is worried about the sparseness of posts. But it will be changing eventually. I hope.
