So things have been a little crazy here where I am. It's not the same as it usually would be in October. But we're trying to get it all sorted. I've got a lot of things on my plate and it's getting more complicated when it comes to sorting it all out to make it manageable.
In the long run I feel like my creativity has been stifled for a long time, which is part of hwy I haven't been writing or creating anything new. I haven't been drawing. I haven't been coloring. I haven't been creative at all. But for now maybe that's alright. It takes time to get things straightened out.
It's not something that I can explain right now. But I'll be working on something sometimes soon. Sorry ~_~
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
Personal Update (not that you want to know)
Sometimes being human is a complicated thing. We get sick, we fall apart, and sometimes we need time to recuperate. Now we're not always given the time we need to do this, so we should each try to do this in the way we find it at least somewhat soothing.
I've actually been given two medications that are helping with new symptoms that I developed this month. Turns out that due to the extreme dry, hot summer we've been having allergens that normally wouldn't bother me are at much higher levels. which means, shockingly I'm allergic to something. Not sure what, but it was getting really ugly last week. So after a week I voluntarily went to see the doctor who informed me about the allergens and that he thinks I have asthma.
Still not sure what's up with my head though to be honest. But I'm working on finding that out still. I've been discouraged today though because I kept calling one of the offices to try and schedule an appointment and they hung up on me multiple times. Which doesn't really make me feel like a very happy person. It also doesn't make me want to go in to see them very much either. But eventually I will have to.
I haven't been gaming much, and I'm still trying to get onto my computer enough to actually do something. I haven't been able to focus on the screen long enough to do any art, and it's very frustrating because there's a high number of things I'd still like to do and I'm unable to do them because I can't look at the screen long enough. Which leaves me feeling frustrated because I should have some things finished by now.
I hate not finishing things that I started and was happy with. It sucks to be like this.
Anyway, I'll try to write again soon, thanks for understanding.
I've actually been given two medications that are helping with new symptoms that I developed this month. Turns out that due to the extreme dry, hot summer we've been having allergens that normally wouldn't bother me are at much higher levels. which means, shockingly I'm allergic to something. Not sure what, but it was getting really ugly last week. So after a week I voluntarily went to see the doctor who informed me about the allergens and that he thinks I have asthma.
Still not sure what's up with my head though to be honest. But I'm working on finding that out still. I've been discouraged today though because I kept calling one of the offices to try and schedule an appointment and they hung up on me multiple times. Which doesn't really make me feel like a very happy person. It also doesn't make me want to go in to see them very much either. But eventually I will have to.
I haven't been gaming much, and I'm still trying to get onto my computer enough to actually do something. I haven't been able to focus on the screen long enough to do any art, and it's very frustrating because there's a high number of things I'd still like to do and I'm unable to do them because I can't look at the screen long enough. Which leaves me feeling frustrated because I should have some things finished by now.
I hate not finishing things that I started and was happy with. It sucks to be like this.
Anyway, I'll try to write again soon, thanks for understanding.
Monday, August 8, 2016
August means Summer's Ending
Well August does mean that summer is almost over here where I am. So I thought I'd share some pictures from instagram that I think really sum up the way summer has been so far. I love how some instagram photographers share some gorgeous shots that can help sum up the sweltering summer.
Love these shots for summing it up though. If I was able to focus better I'd try to explain why I picked each one.... but feel free to guess....
Love these shots for summing it up though. If I was able to focus better I'd try to explain why I picked each one.... but feel free to guess....
Thursday, July 28, 2016
Just Visiting : Sterling Renaissance Festival 40th year
I know in the past I have posted about the Sterling Renaissance Festival. But every year that we go there is always something new, as well as a number of wonderful things to enjoy.
This year was a bit different than the years in the past, and we didn't really have a set plan when it came to what we were going to be doing at the Sterling Renaissance Festival. And since we had a number of first timers with us we had to be a bit selective when it came to what we were going to go see.
We attended the Celtic/Highland themed weekend. Partly because part of our group was off work that day and not the next, but also because we enjoy the Celtic theme. While it's not pervasive to the festival, we do get to enjoy nods to the different ideas the theme makes available to both the artisans and the actors.
With that in mind, I'll admit that 2 of the new people that went with us to the festival were my parents. I personally selected a show that I thought they would enjoy, based on the fact that the act itself made me think of my father the first time that I saw it. The Rat Show, or Emyrs Fleet. It showcases a number of jokes that are kid friendly, and it's a great show to relax at. The humor is generally classic, and didn't require anyone to think too much.
We also attended the more bawdy shows, as they are the ones that our group tends to favor. As always, they did not disappoint. They gave gleeful moments of risque comments and made people think about things that in everyday life, we tend to treat as taboo.
One of our favorites is Arthur Greenleaf Holmes. We've been going to see him recite his poetry at the fair.... I almost think since the very first time we went to the faire. This was my boyfriends first time getting to hear the poets work though, and I don't believe he felt any worse for the wear from it. In fact he seemed to enjoy the creative imagery used during the reading. But this is not a family show, and to be honest we like it this way. I don't think we've ever seen one of his readings that wasn't crowded.
My mother on the other hand found the Bastard Monks to be amusing. Their act has a more... old school comedy feel to it. Base jokes at time, crude humor, and audience involvement. They make people laugh, as well as let them think about the story they're presenting. NOT a show for children.
We also had the pleasure to hear two Filthy Irish Stories(plus a few shorter ones based on the amount of time that was left). These stories prey upon the adolescent idea that some words are inappropriate to say. Also it seems to amuse everyone because there are a lot more ways to make something sound dirty than many realize. They pleased the crowd leading to laughter and applause, as always a great time. Not for children, for adult consumption.
One of the newer shows that we had the pleasure to see was the Clan Tynker Circus. To be honest this is an act that I fell in love with, even though we only had a chance to see it once. The music was played live, the costumes were gorgeous, and the performers were absolutely amazing. Serendipity was gorgeous, though silent but it intrigued some of our group as it's not something that you see anymore. This isn't bias though, the whole group displayed an array of talents that impressed me and made me wish that my nephew had been there to see them.
All in all though everyone who attended for the first time had a great time and has already stated interest in attending in the future. In fact some of them are talking about going back this weekend for the pirate themed weekend. But we'll see.
Check out their website to find out more : Sterling Renaissance Festival
Tuesday, May 17, 2016
Another Personal Update
Now for those of you who might be wondering what the results were the other day. I'm going to try and give you an explanation.
Seeing the doctor really was not a fun experience for me for a number of reasons. But now that the first step into that uncomfortable territory has been taken, maybe something good will come of it. Not that I really understand what the results of the appointment were. I ended up with 5 referrals for other doctors. Which seems like a lot I suppose.
But then, if it's what it takes to get everything straightened out... maybe it will be ok.
I don't have anything confirmed just yet. Except for that I either have anxiety issues or panic attacks. I have to see someone else to find out which it actually is. The fact that my actual reactions to stressing factors are the same as allergic reactions doesn't help. Until I see a few more of the doctors I won't know for sure.
In any case, that's basically how that went. Then for 2 weeks I tried the day shift at work. I don't know if it is really going to be my type of thing ever. But I tried it, and that is ok. All you have to do is give something a chance.
There's a number of other chaotic things happening in my life currently as well. But for now it's going to have to stay unknown. I'm not really comfortable or free to discuss it.
All shall be as it shall be, so there is no reason to be upset about things I cannot change.
I did manage to finish a new jewelry piece though. So I'm quite happy about that. I tried some new things on it, and it didn't turn out half bad. I used quartz, glass, metal, feathers, threads, and nylon cording. It took me a number of days to be able to complete. But I do believe that it was worth how long it took me to be able to find the right stones. The stone chips gave me a bit of trouble. It was a bit difficult to locate clear quartz, I ended up with yellowed chips the first time and they simply wouldn't do.
Seeing the doctor really was not a fun experience for me for a number of reasons. But now that the first step into that uncomfortable territory has been taken, maybe something good will come of it. Not that I really understand what the results of the appointment were. I ended up with 5 referrals for other doctors. Which seems like a lot I suppose.
But then, if it's what it takes to get everything straightened out... maybe it will be ok.
I don't have anything confirmed just yet. Except for that I either have anxiety issues or panic attacks. I have to see someone else to find out which it actually is. The fact that my actual reactions to stressing factors are the same as allergic reactions doesn't help. Until I see a few more of the doctors I won't know for sure.
In any case, that's basically how that went. Then for 2 weeks I tried the day shift at work. I don't know if it is really going to be my type of thing ever. But I tried it, and that is ok. All you have to do is give something a chance.
There's a number of other chaotic things happening in my life currently as well. But for now it's going to have to stay unknown. I'm not really comfortable or free to discuss it.
All shall be as it shall be, so there is no reason to be upset about things I cannot change.
I did manage to finish a new jewelry piece though. So I'm quite happy about that. I tried some new things on it, and it didn't turn out half bad. I used quartz, glass, metal, feathers, threads, and nylon cording. It took me a number of days to be able to complete. But I do believe that it was worth how long it took me to be able to find the right stones. The stone chips gave me a bit of trouble. It was a bit difficult to locate clear quartz, I ended up with yellowed chips the first time and they simply wouldn't do.
In any case that's about the only thing that I have to discuss that's positive currently. I am still meaning to get back into a normal order. But there's no rush currently. I don't think anyone has noticed or is worried about the sparseness of posts. But it will be changing eventually. I hope.
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