I'm not sure what I want to do, but I do know what I wish I could do. I wish I could give up. I'm tired of being the person that I am and I want to be someone else and I wish that I could enjoy things again. But I can't.
Anytime I even start to feel happy other people come along and crush that feeling.
they make me feel guilty for trying to be happy.
I wish I could be happy again ~_~
anyway yeah so much for an update.
I'll try to actually get something written next week. I'm really trying. I just don't really know why I bother. I loved writing, but I have nothing good to write about anymore. Maybe that's the problem, all the negativity is stifling my creative juices.
but hey... let's go with it, right?
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