Friday, April 1, 2016

Misery loves company

I know that I haven't been writing anything of late. I haven't even been picking out songs to make lists. I'm uninspired, miserable, and quite honestly I don't know why I should bother. I'm tired of the life I live, and I am finding that the point of it is no longer visible.

I'm not sure what I want to do, but I do know what I wish I could do. I wish I could give up. I'm tired of being the person that I am and I want to be someone else and I wish that I could enjoy things again. But I can't.

Anytime I even start to feel happy other people come along and crush that feeling.

they make me feel guilty for trying to be happy.

I wish I could be happy again ~_~

anyway yeah so much for an update.

I'll try to actually get something written next week. I'm really trying. I just don't really know why I bother. I loved writing, but I have nothing good to write about anymore. Maybe that's the problem, all the negativity is stifling my creative juices.

but hey... let's go with it, right?


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