Sometimes being human is a complicated thing. We get sick, we fall apart, and sometimes we need time to recuperate. Now we're not always given the time we need to do this, so we should each try to do this in the way we find it at least somewhat soothing.
I've actually been given two medications that are helping with new symptoms that I developed this month. Turns out that due to the extreme dry, hot summer we've been having allergens that normally wouldn't bother me are at much higher levels. which means, shockingly I'm allergic to something. Not sure what, but it was getting really ugly last week. So after a week I voluntarily went to see the doctor who informed me about the allergens and that he thinks I have asthma.
Still not sure what's up with my head though to be honest. But I'm working on finding that out still. I've been discouraged today though because I kept calling one of the offices to try and schedule an appointment and they hung up on me multiple times. Which doesn't really make me feel like a very happy person. It also doesn't make me want to go in to see them very much either. But eventually I will have to.
I haven't been gaming much, and I'm still trying to get onto my computer enough to actually do something. I haven't been able to focus on the screen long enough to do any art, and it's very frustrating because there's a high number of things I'd still like to do and I'm unable to do them because I can't look at the screen long enough. Which leaves me feeling frustrated because I should have some things finished by now.
I hate not finishing things that I started and was happy with. It sucks to be like this.
Anyway, I'll try to write again soon, thanks for understanding.
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